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Message-ID: <4C63E3C2.70804@gmail.com>
Date:	Thu, 12 Aug 2010 20:06:26 +0800
From:	"Mr. Teo En Ming (Zhang Enming)" <space.time.universe@...il.com>
To:	linux-kernel@...r.kernel.org
CC:	"space.time.universe@...il.com" <space.time.universe@...il.com>,
	"teoenming@...mail.com" <teoenming@...mail.com>
Subject: Open Letter (Plea for Medical Help/Assistance) to World Leaders ---
 Addendum to Part 2 of 2 --- [[[FINAL]]]

(10) During my one month hospital stay at Changi General Hospital (Ward 
14) from 1st June 2010 to 2nd July 2010, my neighbours did not come to 
harass me. The physical symptoms which I have described above (except my 
chronic chest pain) gradually subsided. Except for the very first day in 
the hospital ward when I have a number of panic attacks while talking to 
Dr. Sim Ching Ching in a consulting room and the following morning while 
talking to Dr. Lui, I did not have any more panic attacks and my anxiety 
levels decreased during the rest of my hospital stay.

(11) After my discharge from CGH on 2nd July 2010, the disturbances from 
my neighbours have substantially decreased in frequency. I do not know 
why but all of a sudden, from 31st July 2010 Saturday Singapore Time 
onwards, my neighbours have re-started or resumed their operations in 
harassing, frightening, terrifying, threatening, and conducting 
psychological warfare on me in much increased intensity. They keep 
talking to me every few minutes every day 24x7 day and night. It's not a 
face-to-face talk that you might imagine. I didn't converse with them 
much. They just keep talking to me unilaterally. In Housing & 
Development Board (HDB) apartment flats in Singapore, you could hear 
your neighbours in the units to your immediate left, to your immediate 
right, and also in the units immediately above and below you, if they 
are to talk sufficiently loud. If you stay on the 2nd story, you could 
even hear people talking in the void deck (ground floor) and as well as 
from the carpark. It's a psychological warfare by my neighbours to 
instill fear and increase my anxiety.

(12) My neighbours have proudly claimed that they have strong and 
powerful backing from their masters. They told me that they cannot stop 
harassing me at all because they are under orders/instructions from 
their masters.

(13) I have thought of relocating my domicile but my neighbours claimed 
that even if I moved to another location in Singapore far far away from 
them, another set of people would be tasked to harass me and take over 
from them.

(14) Shortly after graduating from the National University of Singapore 
(NUS) with a Bachelor of Engineering (Mechanical Engineering) degree in 
December 2006, I joined the Defense Science and Technology Agency (DSTA) 
in the Infocomm Infrastructure Division in February 2007 as an 
Information Technology (IT) engineer, administrating Linux, UNIX, and 
Windows Servers in its data center. DSTA is an agency under the 
Singapore Ministry of Defense.

(15) Sometime before I left DSTA in August 2007, my neighbours and their 
friends *first* started to harass, stalk, and conduct psychological 
warfare on me by instilling fear and increasing my anxiety at home and 
almost everywhere I go.

(16) Within a short period of time, I managed to secure a job as an IT 
engineer in National Computer Systems (NCS) Ltd, a subsidiary of 
Singapore Telecommunications, in September 2007. The job, as far as I 
could remember, was to maintain Red Hat Enterprise Linux (RHEL) servers, 
Windows Servers, and also perform daily tape backup operations in the 
data center. A strange phenomenon occurred during my stint in NCS Ltd. 
Colleagues and staffs in other departments started to whisper and gossip 
about me. When I approached them, none of them appeared to be willing to 
tell me anything. I had conjectured that some chain emails could be 
circulating about me in the organization. It seemed that some rumour 
mongering activities were going on around me in the organization. 
Without hesitation, my neighbours and their friends came into my mind. 
They had probably approached some people in NCS Ltd, who were probably 
very happy to entertain them and start the chain emailing around in the 
organization. My neighbours and their friends were soon operating in the 
surrounding area and began to harass me. I could not remember the exact 
date I started to develop panic attacks. They were of a much milder 
intensity than those which occurred between 27th May 2010 and 2nd June 
2010. I was warded in Singapore General Hospital from 31st Jan 2008 to 
5th March 2008. Just before the one-year contract expired, I left NCS Ltd.

(17) Between leaving NCS Ltd and joining Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd, I was 
warded in Singapore General Hospital (SGH) a number of times for panic 
attacks.

(18) After recovering from the panic attacks, I joined Asiasoft Online 
Pte Ltd in February 2009 as an IT/IS engineer. Asiasoft Online is an 
online game playing company in Singapore. The company offers online 
games such as Maple Story, Audition, Cabal, GetAmped, Sudden Attack, 
Yulgang, Monster Forest, Raycity, and Warriors of the 3 Kingdoms. I am 
in charge of all the Linux game servers in the company. My biggest and 
proudest achievement cum project was to setup and configure a fully 
working IP Security (IPsec) Virtual Private Networking (VPN) tunnel for 
the company. IPsec VPN is much harder and more complicated to setup than 
OpenVPN (which is based on SSL or Secure Socket Layer). My next task was 
to setup and configure a secondary/backup mail exchanger for the company 
using qmail MTA (Mail Transfer Agent). qmail is much harder and more 
tedious to configure than postfix MTA. (Yahoo! Singapore is using qmail 
MTA.) By far, sendmail MTA is the hardest and the most complicated in 
the Linux world to setup and configure. I was also in charge of the two 
Domain Name Service (DNS) servers (primary and secondary) in the company 
and maintaining and updating all the IPv4 forward and reverse zone 
records. Being in charge of the DNS servers allowed me to learn a bit 
about Sender Policy Framework (SPF), DomainKeys and DKIM. If my memory 
does not fail me, the DNS servers were installed by me using Fedora 
Linux and BIND 9 daemon/service. It is quite simple actually. The final 
assignment for me in the company was to install and configure all the 
Yulgang game servers. Majority of the Yulgang game servers are using 
openSUSE 10.2 32-bit Linux. Only a few Yulgang servers are using Windows 
servers. (William Phoon Choon Keong, who was my former IT department 
manager in Asiasoft Online before Melvin Lee came in to replace him 
towards the end of July 2009, installed and managed the Yulgang Windows 
game servers.) GetAmped is using Solaris UNIX. During the relocation of 
the company office from Singapore Post @ Paya Lebar to Tampines Central, 
I had a chance to play around with CISCO switches and routers and learn 
some CISCO IOS commands (mostly forgotten by now). But networking is not 
my forte. I am mostly an IT infrastructure engineer. I have yet to take 
the CCNA. By the way, the same rumour mongering that happened in NCS Ltd 
also surfaced in Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd.

(19) My father suffered from a mild stroke on 13 September 2009 in which 
his left side of the body was affected and he was warded for 19 days. He 
was discharged from Changi General Hospital Singapore on 1st October 
2009. On the same day, I resigned from Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd.

(20) After resigning from Asiasoft Online Pte Ltd on 1st October 2009, 
my neighbours and their friends suddenly and unexpectedly increased 
their force and intensity tremendously in harassing, frightening, 
terrifying, threatening, and conducting psychological warfare/abuse on 
me, culminating in a severe panic attack on 27 May 2010 Thursday and 
several other panic attacks after that, leading to my hospitalization on 
1st June 2010 in Changi General Hospital for a period of 32 days, and 
discharging on 2nd July 2010, which I have already described above. The 
27 May 2010 panic attack was an extremely terrible experience for me. I 
thought I was having a heart attack and going to die. I was having a  
hyperventilation and my heart rate goes up to almost 150 beats per 
minute. Both my palms were totally cramped up. My heart was also aching. 
It took about an hour before the panic attack subsides.

(21) As at 11 August 2010 4:03 A.M. Singapore Time, I am still having 
chest pain in the upper left side of my chest from time to time. 
Although the doctors at CGH stubbornly pinned everything on panic 
attacks and anxiety symptoms and ruled out the possibility of a 
heart/coronary artery disease, I am taking no chances at all. It is 
after all my life. I really suspect that I might have an underlying 
heart/coronary artery disease condition which could have been masked by 
my panic attacks and anxiety symptoms. I have a suspicion that my main 
blood arteries or veins in the chest could have been narrowed. Otherwise 
what could have given rise to a chronic chest pain since Jan 2009? I 
want a MRI test for my chest and a functional MRI (fMRI) test for my 
brain as well. I want to live and I want to live to a ripe old age. I 
want to have a long and healthy life.

(22) Sometime in October 2009, my neighbours were saying that I have 
appeared on Singapore's national Mediacorp TV in the corridor of our 
apartment block. I could not independently verify whether I have 
appeared on the national TV during this period or some earlier period. 
But the strangest thing was that people started to avoid me. My 
relatives (maternal side) were initially reluctant to talk to me over 
the phone. They did not even visit my house during Chinese New Year 
2010. My secondary school friends, polytechnic friends, army friends, 
NUS friends, NCS friends, Asiasoft Online friends, and ClubSNAP 
photography friends were suddenly refusing or were afraid to answer my 
phone calls! I have about 300 people on my Windows Live MSN list and 
more than 250 people have deleted me from their MSN list. Total 
strangers in the streets and public places started giving me weird 
looks, or whispering about me, or taking a few steps back away from me. 
Even patients, nurses and other staffs in government general hospitals 
were doing the same thing. What is actually going on? If I really did 
appear on the national TV, what was actually being reported about me? I 
want to know the answer. Maybe the Reporters without Borders could help.

(23) One day in Shenton Way, I overheard a stranger in a food court 
saying that my neighbours and their friends were discussing about me on 
Singapore's Mediacorp radio stations. I could not independently verify 
whether I have actually been brought up on radio stations in Singapore. 
There are so many radio stations in Singapore! So which one should I 
tune in to? And what are the timings?

(24) My relatives (maternal and paternal sides) did eventually visit us 
recently. My relatives (maternal side) visited my house 1-2 weeks ago 
after receiving a phone call from my mother in hospital. She was 
admitted on 9th July 2010 together with the assistance (or rather the 
presence) of CGH Medical Social Worker Miss Cerene Wong. My relatives 
(paternal side) visited our house a few days back though I don't even 
recognize them. Please note that I am writing this on 11 August 2010 
Wednesday Singapore Time.

(25) I am extremely baffled by my neighbours' knowledge of my 
conversations with doctors and nurses in Changi General Hospital 
Singapore and Singapore General Hospital. I am also baffled by their 
knowledge of my medical appointments and when I change my medical 
appointments. Who gave them all these information?

(26) My neighbours told me that their masters' intention and motivation 
is to systematically destroy me.

(27) Please don't fix me. Please. Please don't make my life miserable 
for eternity. Please. Please Please Please. Please leave me alone in 
peace. Please. Please don't make me keep on having panic attacks. I will 
definitely suffer from heart attacks very early on in life due to the 
protracted psychological abuse putting the extra strain on my heart. 
Please. Please Please Please.

(28) I am hoping to get a job in the IT sector within the next 1-2 or 3 
months. I am currently waiting for my mother to be discharged from the 
Institute of Mental Health (IMH) hospital. Dr. Malu (think I got the 
name wrong) there has already told me she would be discharged within a 
few days or a few weeks. Please don't do the same thing to me 
(harassing, frightening, terrifying, threatening, and psychological 
warfare/abuse) for my next job again. Please. I am anticipating that you 
will do it with an extremely high probability.

(29) Please don't persecute me. Please. Please. Please.

Yours sincerely,

Mr. Teo En Ming
Chinese Hanyu Pinyin Name: Zhang Enming
Citizenship: Singapore Citizen/Singaporean
Facebook: Teo En Ming (Zhang Enming)
Mobile Phone (Starhub Prepaid): +65-8369-2618
MSN/Windows Live Messenger: teoenming@...mail.com
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